Why I don't go back and read past post....

I've had a different post that I've been working on for a few days now, but tonight while working on it, I got distracted with looking at pictures on computer.  

These two are both from April of last year....

 This picture is from five days ago... 

It's a stab in the heart.

Where did that little girl come from?

I should admit that I rarely go back and read past post.  I know I will eventually, but its not something I do on a regular basis now.  Reason being....these pictures make me want to curl up and cry.    

So excuse me while I go sneak into my baby's room and try to hold her like a baby.  

Maybe it will stop her from growing up so quickly? 

Because, I don't think my heart can take it anymore.